That's what I feel like in this days.
I'm just ... - yeah, what can I say? - just on edge.
Something's wrong over here. But somehow I'm happy with my mood. It's kinda feeling great by feeling not great. Something like to see how life really is.
But don't mess it up - I'm not going to kill me or myself or something else. It's just... Yeah, ... knowing what I am. Or what I'm supposed to be.
So long,
—raffiX // getting black
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So fühl ich mich gerade irgendwie.
Ich bin nur noch - ja, - abgenervt.
Irgendwas stimmt hier nicht. Aber irgendwie bin ich glücklich mit meiner Stimmung. Es ist wie sich gut fühlen, weil man sich nicht gut fühlt. Irgendwie auch, wie zu sehen, wie das Leben wirklich ist.
Aber jetzt versteht mich nicht falsch - ich werde mich und auch niemanden anderen umbringen. Das ist nur ... ja, ... wie zu wissen, was man ist. Oder wer. Oder was oder wer ich sein sollte.
Bis dann,
—raffiX // schwarz
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1st Edit: Changed the basic shape's shading into some more round.
Yeah, that is 'cause I had to set the colour to white. Imagine a yellow- or green-faced emo. Woh, how would that look like?
See my other smilies. But wait a second; I'll try to "de-flatten" the shape
Ah, those are better, especially the last one Flesh colours are hard to do, that's why most people tend to stay away from them. I think I've only done it on a few occasions...
Well, for those animated emoticons I use a non-shiny shading, but for my basic smilies for boards etc. I prefer a glassy look.
Look at the emo again. I've changed it. How's the shading now?
Better ;D The whole thing needs some improvement obviously, but that's the point of doing it over and over again - to improve ;D Better than a lot on here though.
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[link] we think writing is top-notch
how do i learn music?
Shading of what? Of the hair? Or of the basic shape?
Do you have suggestions to that?
What could I improve?
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~raffiX // .v5
There's a lot of tutorials around, obviously [link] is the best
At the moment it just looks a bit flat
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[link] we think writing is top-notch
how do i learn music?
See my other smilies. But wait a second; I'll try to "de-flatten" the shape
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~raffiX // .v5
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[link] we think writing is top-notch
how do i learn music?
Look at the emo again. I've changed it. How's the shading now?
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~raffiX // .v5
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[link] we think writing is top-notch
how do i learn music?
Though, I don't get what the fuss is all about with the "finding your place" thing. o.o;
I think I'll start my own sub-culture! \Owo/
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Me 'stupid'?
It takes a strict regime of selective ignorance and stubborn optimism to be like me. >.>
Oh, yeah. Be individual. Be different.
Good luck
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~raffiX // .v5
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